how come my life messed up like this just in sudden.....i hate all this changes....my relationship, my friendship, my academic and so so on....i hate i just life like this....just like live in the life with no point and no direction.....what i plan to do is just blown up like that......
what's life mean to me? is that mean nothing....who ruin up my life, my friendship and my academic? is that i ruin up by myself? of course not me, there are something behind the truth? do i need to discover it? but i don't think so....betray, people getting between us? now i just learn how to forget it and make it just pass by and become a part of my failure scenario........
well, about my relationship, i now learn to let it go....i set it free now....if that is mine,it will somehow come back to me; if that is not belong to me, why do i need to force to get it and make it mine? "Love can not be tied to the death trap of a person's future, it should be a pair of lovers to the wings flew up into the sky"......although the perfect love will also kill by the responsibility and bear the stifling! start from now, i will learn it to do everything by myself.....love bye love....if have fate we'll meet again.....if there's is no.....just say "goodbye".....
exam coming soon....i have to pay 100% attention to earn a flying colours result....methods of counselling, intro to counselling, english for social science and malaysia culture.....those subject really drived me crazy.......attention.....i cant be lazy anymore.....i must put more efforts this time......i cant lose any of them anymore....
i have to learn to grab the chance start from now....i'll stand up from where i fall.....start now i have to go through it alone, no matter what happen.....there are no one beside me to hold me anymore.....here the time for me to "grow".....i can face it alone .....i believe it....that's my decision i have made,so i have to take responsibility to it......
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