sad......missin u......

the day u left me, there was raining heavily, i standing in the rain, watching u tat turn ur back, and juz walk away from me like tat, my vision become blur and blur, den i realize tat i was crying......., the rain is juz like my heart is crying and bleeding, i can felt tat is so pain......., i can even stand for it, i miss u day after day, the miss is so mean to me....., the miss is so deep, i keep asking myself, ven i can stop thinking of u........, i have to get myself out of thinkin of u...... but the last thing left in my mind is......... i so so so in love wiv u, i finally find out that i still love u....., like the past i do, i cant stop myself keep missin u...... i love u.......miss u a lot.....

to the one who is cheer up me.......luv is for u......

u r the most good and nice guy i had ever meet......u cheer up me and bring me a lot of joy......although we are too far too each other, but we still have a strong relationship.....the day i met u, u colour up and bright up my life....... i reali wan to thanks u for tat....but i realize tat we'll get apart one day, now we can meet everyday but the day after tomolo i juz can meet u on sunday when u are free from your study.......but i pray that u wont dump me, because u noe that i can't stand for lonely...........i reali love u a lot..........by the way, i wana thanks u that u exist in my life.....i reali feel very happy and i appreciate the relationship we have now............love u.......sweet moment for me.......

to the one i luv so much, J

wat a sucks day......

wat a sucks day for me, inthe time tat doesn't notice anything, i get scolded......wat the f*ck, hey, i hate to get scolded, although i m not doin my things, but tat is all my right, i no need to ask permission abt tat to u all, sumore u all not my whose tat i need to tell all the things to u, u noe wat, i feel myself get offended, for me,its too much and getting over, wat are goin between me and u all, if not satisfy, wat should i do, is tat i born to satisfy all of tis stupid ppl needs, the "rythm" use to talk juz like argue, u noe wat i hate is.......the smile on u all face, look like a devil.......a sweet smile tat hang on the face and inside is hanging a sword, anytime wat u did wrong, the sword will slash ur skin and maybe hurt ur heart, u noe how pain izzit for me wat u hav talk, u noe tat hurt so much......i dono y i keep thinkin abt the word,it coming on and on in my mind,it reali ruin me, i hate tat, i m thinkin if tat are no law in tis world maybe i will talk out wat i wan to talk, for me u all are too over to care watever things in my life now, i even feel tat ,tat is my privacy,it should not be like tat,i even think wat happen to me,i keep silent is becoz i dono wat should i talk abt now.......it is for me now to pretend tat i m mute, i dun wan to hurt anyone n oso myself, but can u all oso dun hurt me, sumtime i try very hard to repair tis relation, but i feel tired ven thare was the only one i work myself, jz like being in a love realtion tat the one;s tat keep givin out, now i becum frustrated becoz there r no longer tat u all will oso work for it, it is impossible to me, i keep goin like tis becoz i still care abt the relationship tat we hav now.....................