missing crazily~

i had back to my hometown last tuesday, and i'm going back at tomorrow morning.......sorry, for you guys that i didn't phone or sms to notice that i'm back,cause i need some rest......i miss my home, and felt like no mood to go back la~

the day i back, i'm going to sit with a strangers, a malay guy, and suddenly a guy waves his hand to me in the bus, he is my friend's bro, and i feel luckily i meet him up, so i can change the place and sit with him, so i ask the guy whether he mind to change the place, and he said he not mind, so i change the place and sit with my friend's bro, let's call him mr. Q.....

in the way home, we chatted a lot la.....haha......i found that mr. Q is quit a humorous guy ya.....although i didn't meet him for so long....but still nothing changes....that was a changes, he was "attach".....haiz......whatever la.....but i have full up my eyes when i was waiting for the bus to back to my hometown, cause a lot of "leng zai" stand beside me, and they all are "ang mo".....wah, so happy ler......

i'm in bad mood now la, a minutes ago, i unblock a american guy, whom i block him for about 3mths ago, he is really noisy la....what he do just now really made me piss off, he throwing his tantrum to me.....what the hell ya~i didn't do nothing also......arghhhhhhh.........really crazy ar.....forget about it......i really hate this kind of people, really ridiculous......

suddenly, i thinking about a guy that i know from blog, a humorous + handsome + cute( although i just been chat with him once, but he give me a good impressions)........haha....anyway, he is not in a good conditions or situations right now.....but i hope he can go through it, gambateh to him in his life and his love too~ aza aza fighting~

gud nite~

craps~

well, i had fully recovered from the "chickenpox"... and i attended my class yesterday....what was happened was the tutors ask me not to speak because she scared she will get infections.....what she told me was like that "hey you, "chickenpox girl" you better don't talk".....do u seen or meet any tutors like her....scared to die a.k.a "kiasi"....wakaka....do you know the full name of "PhD"?.....the answer from her was "permanent head damaged"........well, forget about it....

recently, i read a lot of other people's blog....and i found out that now is the season that broke up with your behalf is it? my friends also broke up with her behalf.....why will this happen? is there no forever that exist? but what i realized was there are not right or wrong in a love relationships, there are only who do not not how to cherish each other in a relationship......

there are some people that very care about his or her behalf, but what they repay back was just betray them.......but some of them was cherished by someone, but they don't know it, and feel that their half do not love them or even cares about him, so they will keep doing something that hurt their ownself and the one who loved them~

i would like to say that, please cherish the one who stay beside you now, don,t let them down, not everyone have the second chance to retrieve it......