stay or leave if up to you

Actually, I regret what I have told u yesterday....
So, there's ur decision to choose whether to stay and pretends that u do not know anything
or
leave as other people will do
I'll respects whatever decision that you make...
By the way just let me know....
What I beg u is please just pretends that u do not know anything and walk away and not to tell....
or
you can pretends that u do not know anything and stay by my side like a friend does....
Am I asking too much from u to do that?
If not...
I'll be the one that knew anything and just walk out from your life, without leaving any trouble for u....
U think which one more better?
If can, please tell me the truth whether that m I luxury too much from u?
I will not do that anymore to you, it hurts me so much and not considering about your feelings....
So sorry to u.....please forgive me.....I do treasure u very much, and really happii having u in my life......
Is that remain friend is much more better and I can have you forever by my side....
M I to greedy and selfish?
What if I lose you now? You're the one that made me looking forwards to everyday and live with hopes....
And u'r the one who took my breathe away as nobody does before....you made my heart beat so fast as I ever had before.....U'r so sweet when u care about everythings~
What u can do now, I have no idea~