did things alwaez follow the way u want it to be?

things alwaez go wrong, doesn't it? you alwaez wish that it can follow what you expected, but it alwaez go the wrong direction and made you feel helpless at the end~

sometimes it really makes me felt sick about that, but what else can I do except from accept it~and "swallow" it myself~I can't even call for help~ who gonna save me?

juz a blink of eye, two years is gonna end and I gonna graduate if everything go through swimmingly (what I wish)~I'm thinking that how long still can I stay by your side? suddenly, felt everything gonna changed, I felt so dread to leave you! even if only one second, I also wish to stay by your side~you make my heart beat, if I lose you, I duno what will be me~! you made my life so meaningful, you made me look forward to everyday~what my life will becomes without you~?

but, you do not belongs to me, who u belongs to, I'm still thinking of it~ I want to know who is the person that be so lucky to be with you~anyway, I wish you happy everyday~although I just can take a look of you back, I'm already satisfied about it~I do not craves for anything else.......