YOU think I don't, but I do

I guess that you do not know that I maybe know everything about you
Actually I know more than what you may not expected me to know
Maybe you do not expected me to know, but m still know about it
I'm not that mind actually, I just follow where my feeling lead me
I admit that my heart broke into pieces when I noticed it
Although I guess it before, but I just do not want to believe that may be I'm right
But at last I found out....
I hesitated before whether am I still want to continue,
But the conclusion was I'll stood still where I am until I see that's no chances for me,
Then I'll give up~but not now....
I thought I can stop and take back all what I've give~
But I'm wrong,when the day I step out, is hard for me to step back anymore...
Just like my friends tell me that, you think you can stop just when you want it to be?
It is not so easy at all~ Love is not a thing that you can control and even when you want it to stop then it will stop for you, that's impossible~
So, I decided to wait, don't care how high I fall from, at least I had it before....

ღ ı ssıɯ n os ɥɔnɯ~¡ ღ