recently,i having insomnia....i hate it....i can't even fall asleep, and the timetable for my course in this semester- there are 4 out of 5 days that my class start at 8a.m....i going to die soon.....
honestly,there are something that bugging my mind and the stressful life now.....relationship problems was the serious problem i faced now....no matter the relationship with my housemate and someone else.....i did a mistake....
i am breaking my own rules....it shouldn't be like that, but it already happened.....i not really clear about feeling now.....if i run from him now,he'll noticed it....if i keep continuing there are only two situations will happen....1st is i'll end the friendship with him...the 2nd is i'll keep pretend nothing happenned and keep dependence on him.....
but start from now, i'll slowly brings myself out from the world that not belong to me...that's the only the best way, i had no choices anymore to keep our friendships longer....if not, it hurt both of us....and i know that was no any good ending for us if i say it out....i can only do that....
i wan cure my insomnia....help me please....i don't wanna have "panda eyes" anymore.....bless me please.....
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