my thoughts~

I'm so bored now, so I up to blog this time.....i'm bec to my hometown yesterday night, and i had chatted wiv my mum and auntie about some problems of my so-called "habitation".........in previous post i had mentioned that I have a really worst relationship with my housemates, so now, I most recently staying in someplace that provide me lotta of care, warmth and also love~here,I gonna thanks them by my sincere heart for who that always stay by my side~

back to the conversation of my aunt and mum.....actually we discussed about whether I still wanna continue my study to degree or not~but according to my senior, who asked me continue my degree then.....he mentioned that although I am suffering right now for a tough course like that, but in the future I might get a really "payable" job and i might "talent" in my career.....so I'm considering it.....actually, I mentioned about I want to get a job and work to quit study for sometimes, this is because keep studying really will make one's life become dull....but what told by him was work is very suffer, and the suffer is as what that I can't imagine at all......

but, I'm a person who always crave for the freedom~i don't like to be just tie up in one situation~I want make some different in my life......I wanna try and try no matter how pain I have fall, I wanna try and try and make my life to be colourful, I don't care how bad was the result I get from what I wish~I want to light up my life, I wanna try a lot of things......although you try to break my wings, but I don't care......although I really need to crawl towards it, I will do so....I won't give up so easily this time~