this month not a really good month for me~somehow i realized that there are a lot of things that we can't dominate at all, i hate this kind of feeling~really frustrated....
within a month, i received two bad news, the first, my uncle passed away.....well, my mum didn't tell me until the day before his funeral, the second was my best friend's dad passed away, i've been informed on the day i come back to KL from my hometown....what a sad month for me, full with sorrowful......
then, i realized that we can't hold all things with both of our hands, although we wish too, when more tightness we hold our hand, the lesser we get, what if you open up your hand, maybe you'll get something out of the blue and maybe the more you get......try to open up your hands, perceive all the things that happened, go through it with the courage that you have, faced it and solve it, if you can't solve it or deny to faced it, then try to put it under the unconscious, as time goes by, and when the day you feel that you have ready to or you have sufficient of mental construction to face and to solve it, then you can make it through....believes in yourself and the faith that you have......
for me, i have a little secret that i kept very deep in my unconscious that i don't really want to talk about or even think about it.....a things that you can imagine it may defame my life.....i can't even faced it until now....i been tried really hard to forget it, but i really can't....it always linger in my mind, it even had changed my mind and perspectives towards some things.....
i had go through a hard times that really made me changed a lot, although i can't go through that time, but i forced too....although i know how much i cherish him and love him, but he still left me, he left me to a place that maybe full of joy,i can't confirm about it, but i knew that he went to a place that really really far from me, a place that can't turn your head back,never ever, a place that called--heaven.......
maybe a person needs to grow matured or learned from a situation that you're not willing too....but, there are no any choices for you to choose it.....if you can choose a things to happen now,what would you choose？for me, i will choose that the time can turn over again, let me go back to the time i wish to, but it is impossible.......except, you may dream about it....cherish what you have now, forget about the unhappiness pass, start to learn to look forwards, don't look back anymore, maybe there are something good that waiting for you to explore it.....although life is short and fragile, but you can make it better and full of meaning......bless you all @ all da' best^^
within a month, i received two bad news, the first, my uncle passed away.....well, my mum didn't tell me until the day before his funeral, the second was my best friend's dad passed away, i've been informed on the day i come back to KL from my hometown....what a sad month for me, full with sorrowful......
then, i realized that we can't hold all things with both of our hands, although we wish too, when more tightness we hold our hand, the lesser we get, what if you open up your hand, maybe you'll get something out of the blue and maybe the more you get......try to open up your hands, perceive all the things that happened, go through it with the courage that you have, faced it and solve it, if you can't solve it or deny to faced it, then try to put it under the unconscious, as time goes by, and when the day you feel that you have ready to or you have sufficient of mental construction to face and to solve it, then you can make it through....believes in yourself and the faith that you have......
for me, i have a little secret that i kept very deep in my unconscious that i don't really want to talk about or even think about it.....a things that you can imagine it may defame my life.....i can't even faced it until now....i been tried really hard to forget it, but i really can't....it always linger in my mind, it even had changed my mind and perspectives towards some things.....
i had go through a hard times that really made me changed a lot, although i can't go through that time, but i forced too....although i know how much i cherish him and love him, but he still left me, he left me to a place that maybe full of joy,i can't confirm about it, but i knew that he went to a place that really really far from me, a place that can't turn your head back,never ever, a place that called--heaven.......
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